Well, my due date is in two days. I'm pretty sure that I should be more excited, but seeing as I've been dilated to a three for the past two weeks and was showing no further progress as of four days ago, I'm pretty sure my doctor is right and I am going to go past my due date. Bleh. I have another appointment tomorrow, so I am HOPING that maybe he will feel sorry for me and induce me. Haha. I can hope right? It worked with the doctor I had when I was pregnant with the martian.
I'm just kind of tired of my insides feeling like they are getting clawed apart.
This past week the martian was sick. I'm really not too sure what was up because he just had a fever. No other real symptoms. It was kind of strange, but he's been acting a lot better since yesterday, so hooray. But it was so weird, after being super happy and playful yesterday last night as soon as we had the house to ourselves he bawled and bawled for an hour and a half. And no matter what I did I could not soothe or make him feel better. I had woken up at four in the morning and had not had a chance to take a nap all day, and about eight o'clock I was exhausted and hormonal and feeling like a failure mom because I couldn't make one child happy, how the hell was I going to take care of two?!?! So, I started bawling alongside my toddler, and that little shit, he stopped crying, cuddled up close to me, and handed me his pacifier. He was perfectly happy the rest of the night. What. WHAT.
Sometimes, I my brain just does not comprehend. Haha.
Well, that is all for this quick update. Have a great day!
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