If I Fall Down..

I haven't been on for a couple days, sorry about that.  Life kinda got in the way.  So let's start where we left off:

DAY 16: SOMETHING YOU ALWAYS THINK "WHAT IF..." ABOUT

I think "What if" a lot.  It really does haunt me.

What if I would have just put my foot down and stayed firm with what I wanted?

What if I would have fought harder to be the person I wanted to be and live the life I wanted to live?

What if everything that worried me so much and held me back hadn't?

What if I had chosen one person over the people I chose instead?

Would everything had gone to shit like I was so afraid it would?  Or would it have been as great as I barely dare to wish.

There's a lot I would have done differently, if only "what if" didn't hold me back all the god damned time.  

But it's fine.

It's over.

xx